Have a thinking process like a fluid; aligns itself to the company it stays in....takes the shape of the container it is put into. Analysis takes a backseat. When in company, my individual opinion and choices are overlooked my myself. Decisions are manipulated by the group's mentality. My priorities go into sudden Brownian motion....juggle itself and I take up poor decisions, not good for me. Sometimes, I should stay away from groups of people so as to preserve my individuality. To focus clearly on my target, to not be influenced by other's opinions. Actually, I just need to be out of touch with people, so that I can study.
Isolation!!!!
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I really feel you and am with you on this. I have completely isolated myself from everyone I know (except family) and it has been the best decision I took.
I am in need for clarity in thoughts at this point of life because only clarity can lead to focused actions. I am happy to be alone.
At times I feel very scared that my loneliness is going to be a permanent state but at this point in life this is what I need.
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