Conspiracy

All right, this is one feeling, which I NOW know, has been through the minds of all the medical students. And I did mention ALL here. At least ONCE it definitely would have.

God conspired against me and hence, sent me to Medicine.

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When, How and Why did we feel this is completely, an another story. (And I would rather not dwell into it.)

I had my share of this feeling ever since I entered the degree course, the so-called M.B.B.S.
After joining the course, a month's wrath was enough to make me feel unfitted. But, my dears insisted me to continue & I gave to their wishes.

5 years of life into medicine, I have literally 'passed' my life i.e. in the sense of 'time-pass'. The only motivations I have had on and off have been from the clinics and the researches.
The academic life sucks. Especially since I hate theories. The books are highly un-interesting to me since I seriously can't just read onto such an interesting science and imagine things.

Anyways, apart from the occasional attractions after working in clinics, I rarely find times when I feel I suit to the field of Medicine.

But, sadly I don't find a way out either.
And, sadly I won't earn much either.
And, grimly, I would still be a graduate, once I am out. Even after 6 years of studies.
Also, there's isn't much anyone's left to do after they've passed this sentence.

So, I have all the reasons to believe that God conspired against me.
And, I know he's enjoying sitting there, high above, watching me feel confused, frustrated and irritated.
Haaa!!
Have a Laugh, God !
I'll pass the challenges. You keep on looking.
 ;-)

PS: I know this is the completely imperfect time of the year to rant against God, or for the matter of fact anyone. I am sorry readers. But, I had to.
Also, May this year be clear, progressive, happy, and joyous. Wishes.