Come to 2025!(Almost the time to bid bye is nearing, too!)
-- I am a two-boy mom, who is also an obstetrician-gynecologist, who is pursuing a sub-speciality fellowship training and handling a Marwadi joint family kitchen & house. --
I, still, have tens of passionate ambitions, a thousand dreams, lakhs of expectations, and crores of daily chores on my list - all to be achieved in a unit of time. However, writing for myself does find its way to my diary often. Today, inspired by my friend Sumaiyya & after reading a couple of posts on Sir Murali Thondebhaavi's blog, I chose to regain my expressiveness on public platforms. I do need to bring out my thoughts out of the blue diary in the drawer of my bed-side table, without bothering about judgements, incorrect grammar, imprecise articulation and learn from my mistakes.
I, still, want to have it all. My friends say, I can't. I may be unhappy at times with myself, overburdened and overworked to onlookers. But, there is no other way I know in which I can exist and be me, simultaneously.
Course books have taken a backseat. I am currently focussing on my development as an individual with emotional regulation, which will help me in becoming a less angry mother. So, this is one thing which I will be very happy about (hopefully as years pass by) - My kids are my highest priority. I get to learn new things about myself and correct my own innumerable fallacies with their growth.
This post is dedicated to my GROWTH and my wish that my heart continues to aim for the infinite stars in my sky!!!
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