ONE O ONE

Yeah, this post happens to be the One-O-One on my blog numbering.







And its gonna be the celebration time...




Hence,



Bye....

Lemme enjoy...

I FINISHED MY STS TODAY !!

hmmm...

WOuld love to shout out about, how much hard work have I done for that...

But, today's parrrrty Time !!

ASTA LAVista BABY !!

Cheers!! ;)

Bring on the music!!

FED UP !

Taking this research was a SUICIDE !! I mean it. :X

JUST WISH....

IF I COULD BREAK FREE AND RUN AWAY...





LIVE MY LIFE ...MY WAY....



WITHOUT ANY ACADS...ANY BURDEN OF STUDIES...
WITHOUT ANY RESEARCH...ANY BURDEN OF DOING THE STATISTICS YOURSELF...

HOW I WISH...I HAD A GENIE...
TO DO MY WORK...

I WANNA FEEL FREE...

I WANT MY MIND TO BE FREE OF THE UNDONE-TASKS THAT ARE STUFFED-IN-MY-HEAD. CAUSING INTOXICATION...

THEY ARE RUINING ME OFF MY CAPACITY.

CAPACITY TO WORK.

CAPACITY TO WRITE COGNITIVELY.

CAPACITY TO TOLERATE.

CAPACITY TO ORGANIZE MY CLUTTERED LIFE.



I WISH I WAS THE LONE INDIVIDUAL ON EARTH. HAVING ABSOLUTELY NO RESPONSIBILITIES, TOWARDS ANYONE. NOT EVEN MYSELF.

LEADING MY LIFE. DOING WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE...ALL TO THE MOOD OF THE MOMENT.
NO PLANNING.


JUST WANNA BREAK FREE.....


@#@$^&^*&^(&*!~!#$^ !!

BAAAAAAAAH !!

TAKE ME OUTTA HERE....!! OUTTA THIS FINAL YEAR !!

Swarg !

You are into the toughest time of your life. About to face the Biggest Exam.And the one most dreaded. You have worked day-in and day-out to carry out some other tasks. You have extended and re-extended and stretched your limits of working hard to a level you had never imagined. You have done even the work what you were not supposed to be doing. You took someone else's responsibility, and irked your body n mind n soul. You took all that pain. Just believing it all, 'some day' at 'some point of time' would be worth it. You taxed yourself, to the extent of crying n ending frustrated n 'feeling that you might land no-where'. You finish your work, satisfyingly. (wud rather not quote what ppl think about it.) Your work is appreciated. It has, now, to be transferred to another individual for further work-up. All people make you believe that now the work is not yours. Its only a work of a day. They direct you to some other 'concerned' people. They tell you how to do it. They dust off their task onto you. You miss your night's sleep, you slice your family time, you divert your energies, you just keep on working. And the other person,just sits strong, n chilled, n relaxed.


The thing is:
" KHUD KE MARE BINA SWARG NAHI MILTA..."

No matter how many promises you receive, no matter how much people may appear supportive and 'are ready' to take responsibilities.
Its only you who travels the lane.


Alone.



With only the blessings of your family and the words of your loved ones as the background score.


But, believe me... These work. These are miraculous.

Thanks for keeping me sane, throughout.

Indeed, Blessed to have you all.

A Happy Day...

Brother's Home for Diwali...

A Labrador pup now finally happens to be a member of our family. We brought her home, and She's gonna be close to me. (Ohh ! How long had I always wanted a puppy for me. And, now that I have her, I am enthralled on how my coming days are gonna be.
I, for once, have instantaneously bonded with her. And after the whole day, that I have spent with her...pampering her, taking her for 5 minutes walk, every hour. Nomenclaturing her...yeah, we zeroed in on the first name I suggested...MAGGI ! Not coz, I had suggested it, but, coz she related to the name. And, the very second time this name was mouthed, she responded. Had an amazing day with her. :-)

My bro got a new mobile for himself. And he has been teasing me since then.

Dad got the new Tata Photon Whiz...Unlimited download...Now, That's the most satisfying deal for today...I have always cribbed on the limited download limitation of broadband, and now that I have this unlimited thind with me...Things are gonna reach another level. I would download all the songs. I would download lotsa medical material. I would blog more often. I would chat more often. Everything, man...I would love to do whatever I have missed out in the limited version.

So,all in all, A Happy Day.
Just wishing some of the happiness be carried forward to the next day as well... :-)

Gd nyt people...

That's Research for you....

An illusionary task...wherein you work, purpose-lessly, and you find you are fooling yourself. Very proudly you may be telling your mates, that you are doing a Research, but at the bottom of your heart, your conscience tells you and you know that you have just found another flashy reason to kill your time. And in a grandeur way.




You just play with your time, create false belief in your mates, UNTIL...your analysis and report writing starts.

This task is indeed the drain of whatever your mind might contain. (Tho, mine is relatively very empty...and the Lecturers have to be the thirsty crow, and put in lots of pebbles to drain the salty, sour,bitter water.)

Feeling a bit better, as the research is shaping out good.
Just hoping to be able to finish all the work by the 2oth...
Have to submit it on the 30th...

Final Thought: You would never know how useful your work on the research could be, if you didn't have the Lecturers trying to suck out conclusions, if you didn't have the Pubmed Listings (that make me imagine, One Day. ONE DAY even my name could be there...)

Everything you do, it does turns out to be worthwhile. At some point of time, it would be, if not now.
Hence, Do what you have to, but, with diligence, and sincerity.

My mantra for life...

A new refreshing day starts...
And I, reiterate to me, My funda for Life...



Wish you a Very Blissful Day today...

:-)